Why, Why, Why

Why strive to know

What you don't really

Want to know

So unendingly?



We put ourselves

On the line over and over

Just to be hurt,

For what purpose?



Is it the hope that,

Eventually,

Someone is going to catch us,

And make it worthwhile?

Even if only for a moment?



And why is that moment,

however long,

Worth so much

To our emotional well-being?



It's just so easy to become

Jaded, bitter, cynical

So easy to make

The whole act of

Opening our chests

Not worth the effort

of the entire ordeal.



Because eventually,

You're so used to

The missteps, the failures,

The rejections that

You can come away

With exactly what

You were looking for all along,



Only to waste it,

Or mutilate it,

Or reject it yourself

Rendering the whole process useless....

Right?



10:36 am 04-29-05

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