Will You Help

Sitting at the computer

I stare at the blank screen

That is how it is

Like a bad dream

If there was a magic potion

To fix all this pain

I would take it in an instant

Just to see what I could gain

My only fix right now

Is the razors on the shelf

My skin is my canvas

And this is how I express myself

I tried the drugs and alcohol

But that only made it worse

Maybe I did something wrong

And this is an evil curse

I want out so badly

That all I do is cry

And when I say my prayers at night

I pray that I will die

Alone I fight my battles

And the road is all uphill

I want to keep on fighting

But I simply do not have the will

So if I ask you nicely

Will you lend a hand?

Will you be my friend?

And help me take a stand?


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