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Looking in the salty water

I see a reflection of a girl

A girl with soft curls

And curious hazel eyes

A girl who is only afraid

Before her daddy scares

Away the monsters

A girl who believes in happily ever after

And true love

A girl who believes

Life is as simple as 1+1

And knows the answers

To any of her life’s questions

A girl who believes any injury can be healed

With a parents kiss

And that it only matters

What mommy and daddy thinks

And a girl that knows

Exactly what she wants

Then I look again

I see a different girl

Quite a few years older

This girl has funky hairstyles

That scream “dysfunctional”

And eyes that are often blood shot and dark

From pondering life’s meaning

She is scared of everything now

Especially her alcoholic father

A girl who knows happily ever after

Is a farce

And true love only happens

In PG rated movies

A girl who knows

There is nothing simple about life

She knows life is a territory

That she is not ready to explore

A girl who knows many injuries

Are self-inflicted

That are now hidden

From her mother’s eyes

And that it doesn’t matter

What anyone thinks

And she has no idea

What she wants

I look again

And I see

These two girls are the same

I am looking at myself

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