Suicide Note

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2005

There is nothing to say

that has not already been said.

What meaning do the words

of the uninspired hold?

Just another forgotten death

Just another suicide

Once there was meaning

Then there was you

You say you love me

False words

Clever deceit

I've witnessed the lie

Do you know love?

Have you felt

the pleasure

the passion

the pain?

But you were afraid

the child's fear

I do not care

Can you see my lie?

Is this how

I'm supposed to go?

I never asked for this

I never wanted to die

this way

I wanted to live

I want to live

But you are killing me

Did you want to be my savior?

Would you lead me to salvation?

I'll die first

and die I shall

You never lived

You never loved

When you look at me

you see the testimony

of your failure

the embodiment

of your sins

the epitome

of your fears

You never loved me

You never felt

the pleasure

the passion

the pain

Pain-

May you hurt

as I hurt

May you bleed

as I bled

May you die

as I died

May this curse

be eternal

May my vengence

be complete

When you read

my words

when I've died by my hand

by your hand

You will know:

Christ cannot save.

See you in Hell.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2005.

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