Hardest decision

Why can’t I do it

I want to tell you so much

How I feel

But I can’t

Every time I see you

I choke on my words

I forget what to say

When I finally muster up the audacity

You’re gone

My chance is gone

I am left in the dust

Talking to myself

Kicking myself for not doing what I wanted to do in the first place

You’re gone and oblivious

To any of the feelings I possess for you

Every night I go to bed thinking

Tomorrow will be the day

Tomorrow comes and goes

And in the end

I’m still the only one who knows

I know we don’t talk much

I know some of the horrible things you do

But for some reason

I still like you

I can’t change that

My mind and heart are in absolute conflict when it comes to you

And neither one of them can win

Until I can make the hardest decision

I’ll ever have to make

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