Weight On My Shoulders

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Deep in Depression

Strength.
Human strength.
My strength.

How strong are we?
You can hold in so much,
For so long.

You're pushed,
Pulled,
Yanked,
Tugged,
Knocked,
Pushed.

Until,
Breaking point.
I sometimes wonder,
Do I have a breaking point?

Love,
Hate,
Sex,
Pain,
Desire,
Want,
Jealousy,
Work,
Needs,
Lies,
Cheating,
Trust,
Envy,
Anger,
Death,
Remorse,
Regret...

Strength.
Why must we go through this?
You scream,
No one knows,
No one hears,
No one is listening.

I hate him Mom.
Zack, why did you hit me?
Hanna, why did you try to kill me?
John, why did you cheat?
Michael, why did you leave?
Maria, why did you stab?
Lisa, why did you abuse me?
Why did you tell me to go?
Why am I sorry?
How do I hold this in?
How do I act perfectly fine?
Why would you hurt me?
Ow, the pain.
Ow, the headache,
The heartache,
The backache,
Could you please pull the knife out for me?
Why did you all leave me?
Now I'm alone.
Living a lovely lie.

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