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Loosing myself
Can't sleep, can't think, can't function right.
Everything seems so far off,
like in a mist of fairytale murk;
so close yet so far away,
real but unreal and dreamlike.
Still wondering what I did
to make it all go this wrong,
or is it just a Wrong feeling right?
I don't know.
Hanging in suspension,
hooks through most of my skin,
pain everywhere yet nowhere.
Is this reality?
Spinning in circles,
left and right, upside down,
confusing and dizzying.
Yet I'm still grounded.
Reaching for something,
nothing anywhere far
or anywhere near.
But still groping for it.
Standing my ground
yet lost in nowhere
so familiar yet strange.
Where am I?
Dreaming of someone
long lost and disconnected.
still rooted deeply inside of me.
Loosing myself.
