In one of those magazines ("for queers") that were
kept beneath the counter and sold with a judgemental
scowl on the cashier's face, as if my paper money and
coins were tainted, I found him after I gladly took
ownership of the issue, his beauty so overwhelming that the
desk clerk's attitude faded to the merest miniscule of
inconvenience. He was eighteen or nineteen years old;
his hair almost waist-length, his body lithe and slender;
clad only in a yellow lace garter belt, and yellow stockings---
delicately sheer with semi-opaque reinforcements at the
heels and toes. Some photographs featured a bedroom's
interior; and some featured a beach's fine white sand and
bright sunlight: and in all of them he was either fully or
partly engorged. His deep eyes displayed the need to be
loved according to his nature. His coy smile suggested the
pleasures that will accompany such Love. Thirty-six years
ago, but I still remember him as if just this afternoon.
Starward-Led