Characters and my "struggle"

Forgive me when I show emotion

It’s nothing you’d understand

Though I force myself to forget

These grey clouds never let me

Forgive me if I get up and leave

It’s nothing you did or said

Though it is what did and said

This structure won’t make anything at all

I feel forced to live a life of a haunted  past

Well, did I live out this broken smile that is portrayed?

From the best to the worst, guilt sets in

Leave me here like you thought I wanted

Washed away you say?

Oh what a cliché.

Forgive me when I smile for once

I know my kind in not wanted here or there

And this is when his face scares me

And he shows no remorse

Is this exactly how you planned it?

I am the victim and he is the monster

Lets make these lines clear

I am not allowed to laugh

Forgive me for fighting, and for believing in recovery.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this makes complete sense to me, maybe it went right over your head.

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