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You are right
You would have broken up with me today had I fought or not
You would have left even if we had made the most perfect love in the world last night
This is part of your cycle, love and make leave, miss and return
This is what you do
Gather evidence that we fit as perfect soul mates
Then smoother it in kerosene and light the match
And this has NOTHING to do with you being afraid that I am going to leave one day
That I don’t want you
And everything to do with you being to chicken shit to put yourself out there again
And be able to be hurt
I am not the one not committed here
I am not the one who changes by the hour
Not the one who is so damaged they are afraid to risk being loved
And I am NOT the one giving up on us
I meant what I said and I say what I mean
I love you flaws and all
So go
Run the length of your panic
But
This love for you will be right here
Unchanged if you ever calm down

Author's Notes/Comments: 

in the dictionary sense, a gap between, the universe, and/or tiem away
in the landmark sense, the abiltiy to not buy into the drama and let things be as they are

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