It wasn’t real until it was



It didn’t hurt until the Thursday after

When I let it half sink in

You weren’t a monster till the Friday

When you became your sin


And I repressed it for about a month

Then I let my brain know

And I ignored it till the next time

When I finally let it go


And now it kills me just to think it

To have to say it in my mind

And still it lingers as I function

Could I have been so blind?


You took and took and took from me

And I always forgave

You raped and tried to strangle me

To my emotional grave



Author's Notes/Comments: 

Its like it was a foggy dream until I let it hit me and now its an unbearable truth that haunts my every move. 

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