Why must it be so hard to be friends

Its seems innocent enough and harmless enough

Knowing that I could look forward to hearing from you everyday

Knowing that you will respond to what I had or have to say

The truth is this kind of conversation is one I do not want

I want to make it about something real

I want to let you know that I cannot "just" be your friend

The problem is I have and you said "No"

Why would I even think of doing that again

Because the simple thought of hearing, seeing or knowing about you and another guy just tears me up inside

I know the outcome will not favor me, but the hurt of simply bottling up my emotions is something I simply cannot do

For wondering if there has been a change of heart is enough for me to put it all on the table

So please give me an opportunity to simply tell you what I feel

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