The Fight

My head and heart are at war
They can't seem to see eye to eye
I don't know what I'm looking for
I can't tell truth from lie
My heart is sick of suffering
My heart doesn't want to be alone
Constantly shattering
Reduced to nothing but stone
But my head sees the pain
And my head knows how I feel inside
I wonder if I'm going insane
And I can't help but wonder if you really lied
I thought I loved you
And I thought you loved me
But maybe it wasn't true
Maybe it wasn't meant to be
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I'm stuck on which path to follow
I don't know what is really real
Take your time, I'll take mine
Maybe we both just need a chance
And maybe in time, we'll be fine
Or maybe there won't be another glance
What way's right, I can't tell
What will tomorrow bring?
Something caught me when I fell
But I don't know the real feeling

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is mostly about a guy I was with and I wasn't sure how I felt because he left me after a fight. I thought he loved me and everything and I believed what he told me but after a while I wondered what was real or not. And then I found out he was lying to me and I didn't even know and that's when I realized I didn't need him or care about him anymore. But for awhile there I had a hard time with what I believed.

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