I feel so
Out of it
Maybe it's because
Of the break up
The pain of
Loosing your
First
Love
First real
Realationship
That makes
Me so out of
It
I can't stop
Crying
I can't stop
Caring
I can't stop
My emotions
I can't stop
My love for
Him
He has turned
Off his emotions
He says
He's done
Over me
So he did
It the
Cruelest way
By cheating on me
With one of his ex's
That was the knife
That stabbed my
Heart
He could care
Less
The tears
I have shed
All because of him
My heart feels
Stabbed,
Drowned,
Dead
My eyes hurt
From all the tears
My head hurts
The headache
From all the crying
Feels like a
Jackhammer to the head
I feel so lost
So baffled
Yet I ask my self
What did I do?
That was so wrong?
To deserve this?