There's a Lesson Here, I'm Sure of It

I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me
Like something inside has been severe-iously tweaked
I don't know when it happened, or what's really going on inside
But something's gone wrong in the depths of my mind
I can write about anything, sadness, love, pain, and truth
Agony, and tragedy, the skies above, old age, or youth
All of these words flow so freely from me
But here lately, I don't feel anything
No pain, no heartache, no sorrow, no joy, no life
Like I'm just going through the motions, and biding my time
And for what? To what end? I know not
But this emptiness seems like all that I've got
I can't put my finger on when this started, or how long's it's been going on
But I'm starting to think that I just might be too far gone
It doesn't hurt when my trust is betrayed
I no longer know feelings of being dismayed
I don't feel bad, I just seem to expect it
When bonds have been broken and shattered to bits
I feel no elation, or happiness, it seems
Even if all seems it's going good for me
I don't feel anything at all, and I don't know why
Maybe, I'm just tired of searching for answers from life
From all that I've said, and all that I've done
I don't feel anything, just hollow and numb
Like too many pieces have been given away
I feel cold, and alone, but I don't feel lonely
It's easy to see, something's clearly wrong with me

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