To: Mimi....From: Grant

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True Meanings

Mimi,

Now I must tell something

I should have told you first

When I felt that urge

That surge & that burst

I Love You

No matter what you say or do I'll still...

know that what I feel

is real

This is known by the pain of you being gone

And of me being alone

But it's all my fault for believing you

When you said "Grant I'm never leaving you"

It's just you pushed so hard to fight what you felt

I had no choice but to let my insides melt

Every once in a while

I think of your beautiful smile

And how I've kissed it

And how I've missed it

Babe you've got me twisted

Something about you excites me

Delights me...Despite the...life we...

could've had...should've had...would've had...

But sadly you just aren't that bright

To start.....

I gave you my heart

Now I am living off pride

But dying from the emptiness "inside"

Am I doomed to the same fate as my father

I need this answer but why bother

You don't want me

You don't need me

You just taunt me

You'll just leave me

You have a piece of me I'll never get back

Though my pride has me thinking it's the

Return of the Mack

I'd be foolish to truely believe in that

I'm incomplete & that's a fact

Twice I've looked a girl in the eyes and felt no control

Twice to my surprise

I've got nowhere to go

For you I've been hurt physically & mentally

but emotionally I'm hurt the worst

Damn!!! I must be cursed

We both know he don't treat you right

I can see it in your face

Let me take his place

His space

Let me do what I can

to be the better man

You don't have to, "I'm just sayin"

I'll treat ya best

give your heart ease,comfort, & rest

To you I would never lie

I'd die rather than see you cry

I tell you this in care

Make me your man & I'll always be there

I'm a better man anyway

in everyway

on everyday

but you're too blind to see

what I could be

"Like that Dru Hill single", I should be....

Now you know what's on my heart

Be gentle don't rip it apart

You do what you've gotta do "Step 3 & 4"

I'll Love you more

I miss you

I'm gonna go get a tissue

                             Love,

                               Grant

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is to me from a really great guy but there are things keeping us apart. I am sorry babe. You mean so much to me anyway. I hope it all works out soon. Soon I hope it'll be how you want it.(read also To: Grant....From: Mimi)

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