your leaving

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we kept the wake
with candles trembling,
faces bent like lilies
over still water.
the room was hushed,
yet every silence
was a tide pulling us under.

 

outside, the river carried its own wake,
a boat cutting through dusk,
its foaming scars widening,
then closing,
as if absence could be mended
by the patience of water.

 

and I—
I tried to wake myself
from the dream of your leaving,
to rouse from the heavy sleep
that grief lays upon the chest.
but each time I stirred,
I found only the echo
of your name,
a hollow in the bed,
the weight of your absence
pressing me back down.

 

so the word circles me:
wake as vigil,
wake as wound,
wake as the cruel summons
to rise into a world
where you are not.

 

 

 

 

and yet—
in all these meanings,
you remain:
the one we keep watch for,
the one whose passage
troubles the waters,
the one whose absence
shakes me awake
to the fragile,
aching fact of love.





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