I buried your name beneath my breath—
a tomb of consonants never offered aloud.
They asked me why I wept when the wind turned.
I said nothing. Grief wears no uniform.
It fits in the lining of everything.
You never reached for me and yet I was held.
In the soft certainty of shared glances,
we built what no scripture knew to sanctify.
I called you brother the way roots call soil
— not loud, but lifelong.
Your coat still lives on the back of my door.
I pretend I don’t see it when rain comes. But I do.
I keep the smell of cedar and
the burn of your laugh in jars I open
only when the sky forgets how to be blue.
I lit no candle.
You are the flame that doesn’t need one.
When I step out into morning,
I hear your voice in birds
who don’t ask permission to sing.
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This love— unwritten, unhidden— lives like breath: felt before it’s named, and faithful after.
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