don't kill my vibe
the moment you lace your words
with velvet gloves and place them
on my shoulders,
as if to press down politely,
i feel the weight of your kindness
twisting into condescension.
you smile—a knowing smile—
like you’ve already charted
my map
and found all the empty roads.
but i built those roads
to go somewhere, not to be pitied
from your overlook.
the way you say
“you’ll understand someday”
is not wisdom, it’s dismissal.
as if you’ve patented the truth
and lease it out in fragments
to the uninitiated.
sometimes you really mean well.
but even well-meaning winds
can erode the stone if they never stop
whispering what i’m not.
there’s a line between guidance and grounding.
a line you blur with every soft correction and heavy sigh.
so let me stretch loud into the sky,
awkward limbs and all— without your hush,
without your hand on the volume knob of my momentum.
because if i’m growing, i’m growing upward on my own terms.
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