in the shape of rain
for the one who made it back
they pumped him full
with twenty-nine pints
of not-his-own blood,
stitched him shut
where the blade had been.
he came back like a whisper does
when it’s not done being said.
we sat in the still light of the
hospital café and he said—
i dreamed of thunder over red dust roads,
of cassava steaming in open air,
of songs from the mouths of children.
but his girl clutched his sleeve,
his boy looked up like the sky might fall,
and his wife had nothing left to pray.
you think I’ll ever go back? he asked.
I didn’t answer. I just hummed a tune
we used to sing before the years chased it off.
maybe one day he’ll step off the plane
and smell the coming rain—
rising from the dirt, full of memory,
full of ache.
maybe. but until then we carry
the rhythm of what was nearly lost,
in the soles of our shoes
and the hush between verses.
.