My past

Black stains, white grass 

trying to forget my past,

Black stains 

representing the fear,

White grass 

representing its near, 

Blue skies are now fading, 

my life is going through Some transformation,

The bad overweighs

My good moments,

this is the end 

Don't look back 

But it's so tempting,

my shadow use to move

Now my shadow sits quietly

 in a depression faze,

my past told me 

Its time to commit sins,

like tug of war 

my present pulls me 

the other direction,

where am I heading!?

so scared, so cold, feel so invisible,

only time I'm noticed 

Is if I'm being called a criminal,

I take three deep breathes 

Inhale..exhale, inhale..exhale, inhale........exhale 

words of advice,

Don't look back 

because it cuts like a knife,

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