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n(m)otivation
I'm unmotivated, I feel like I'm lacking ambition
Is life over rated, wondering when to death ill
transition
fueled more with hatred, love took an intermittion
My babes off the grid, getting me to do shits like trying to coordinate a plane with no engine
The only thing I can do, is scribble on this pad let
All my feelings go, paper, cell phone, off the top, on a
tablet
Every thought, glad I wrote, cause if I didn't id never grab it
Like claw machines go, this life, feels impossible to grasp it
But I mask it, as much as I can, I'm getting tired
Fuck I'm blasted, dutch in hand, mind settleing I'm inspired
As luck would have it, I clutch what I can, as I'm getting higher
Buzz is lasting, no longer bland, I'm comfortable in the fire
Of my everyday day life, looking for the brightside, of my deprression
Everday is a plight, a knife in my side, I pray for its
regression
Like after day is night, my evening waits to subside, makin the light repessed and
I don't wanna fight, just wanna find the brighter side like I've been expressin
