Honeybee

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I used to call her honeybee 
But now it's got a new definition
Because of the ways she has stung me
Ya, you think I would have learned from repetition 
But despite all these stings she is all I really want
I would do it all over again even if it meant going into anaphylactic shock!!!
My throat is closing up can somebody get me an epipen, so I can fucking recover, and do this shit all over again
All because I love her and I want us to make amends
Besides it was not I who always brought our relationship to an end 
But I am not trying to make blame or even point fingers
We are both responsible for snuffing the flame till no ember lingers
But you really have hurt me girl, I'm still trying to pull out the stingers
Man I need a pair of tweezers im sick of using my finger
Nails, I'm sorry honeybee I'm so sorry darlin, 
I guess this flower just ran outta pollen 
Withered away, to decay after falling
I lie here balling, wiping tears while I'm saying
For death I lie, patiently waiting
All because this honeybee stopped pollinating 

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