A Change

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Love's Sorrow

There has been a change,

somewhere, in me,

A change that only I can see.

I laugh at all the usual things.

I answer cheerfully

when the phone rings.

I joke and giggle,

I dance around,

And you will rarely see me frown.



My work is something

that I can't ignore.

My spare time is spent

as it was before.

My daily routines

still remain unchanged,

My family would not say

anything is strange.

There is nothing different

that anyone can see,

But there has been a change,

somewhere, in me.



The sky is not blue,

just a light shade of gray.

My witty remarks

are just words that I say.

I act as I am supposed to,

I do what I should,

Although nothing around me

can make me feel good.



My life is a blur,

racing by in front of my eyes,

My emotions are numb,

nothing comes as a surprise.

The decisions I have made

have caused me much pain,

But for the pain that I have caused,

only I am to blame.



I miss you, I love you...

but you will never see.

Yet, somewhere, there has been a change

in me.

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