" A Wall So Great "

the path was steep and broken

as if made simply to deterr,

whispered words they lay unspoken

on the wind there could be heard,

the sound of a woman crying

I thought, as clear as day,

I shake my head to imagination

and continue on my way,

the stones on which I tread

spaces missing in between,

this path carelessly forgotten

for such a long time it seems,

a clearing through the trees

and there I look on high,

a wall so great so tall so thick

more formidable than I,

Is this trek I take

is it worthy of my heart?

or is it a mistake

a fools errand from the start?

the reality of it hits me

and as I look around,

tresses, raven,gold and red

lie in frustration on the ground,

how could I think my simple love

could bridge a wall so great?

impenetrable and obstinant

impassable to this date,

wearily I close my eyes

the light of hope dies out,

I see now there is no reason

for me to climb or shout,

so many came before me

this wall they tried so hard to climb it,

breach it, beat it ,break it through

when it is he who must come from behind it.....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For Nick----This poem reflects my journey from beginning to end,,when I believed that through my love and my committment that maybe I could gain those things in return..But in the end I was wrong,,this is my *Epiphany*,,my realisation that all the love and hope or dedication a person can have in their heart means nothing,,IS nothing against a wall built to withstand anyone,,and anything.. To accept a reality that you cannot change is one of the most difficult things to do,,but I did..because in the end,, I understood that my love was no different than any of the women that had come before me,,from the very beginning,,,like them,, against a wall so great,,,,I never stood a chance...

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