Threefold

Dreamland (part one)

Refrain

Dreamland, where I met you

Where we fell for eachother, "in love",

We fell through a glass wall (yume!)

Broken glass shower... you had to shove

never tried to catch me as I fall

staring up to see you laughing at me too (yume!)

Refrain

I loved you! You collared me,

put me in chains at your side, personal Leia

rein me in tight, forced my pride (yume!)

doesn't matter that I might shatter

(as you) gave me blinders so I can't see

took my freedom from me, what a slayer (yume!)

Why did I close my eyes; having died,

to the sound of your laughter?

::Refrain:: (Dreamland Only)

Round and round the carousel goes...

up and down, all around...

sending me to the land of dreams (yume!)...

tied up with shiny ribbons and bows...

tied up so gently into the ground...

peaceful night colored by screams (yume!)



Interlude (part two)

Refrain Two

Refrain One

I hear it... the sound is...

Lovely, broken me I let myself be his

Poisoned Love and Twisted Hate

We were together, we had one fate-

My god, listen to the noise...

He was always worried about other boys...

Liar, bitch, whore; such endearing words to duck

I wouldn't, 'cuz I was a foolish -fuck-

Refrain One

Refrain Two

The new scars are nothing to old pains

all shadows of personal banes

my god I'm ugly... doesn't matter

All I know is that I'm gonna shatter

Too many things inside of my brain

Way too late to prevent numbing pain

I can't concentrate on anything as I scream

Is this hell or just a dream?----

I see you in a dream, I need to drain

away the pain.......

Refrain Two

::Refrain One:: (interlude only)

-incredible- I can be happy as my life

goes to hell ina handbasket, was I to die

or just meant to be a fucked up wife?

O shitty ditty do, what's it to you? I see you -sigh-

::Refrain Two:: (interlude only)

One, Two: I hear someone screaming!

Three Four: I'm the one screaming... !

Five, Six: I am breaking...

Seven, Eight: Red India ink all over

Nine, Ten: Broken; Bleeding

Eleven: there is... no ... heaven ...



Anti-You (part three)

Every night I wonder

What is right?

But even as I ponder

my thoughts are divided by your spite

yet my heart's by your side.

Thoughts invade my head

So I reach, for aid,

for my razorblade

wishing to just join the dead

Refrain

Thoughts of angel's nights

to lay down and to stay

are kept within my sights

by welcoming the end of every day

As cutting as my blade

are those memories

of nights under trees

in eachothers arms,

under the night's shade

Refrain

Slaps that still manage to hurt

The sting never ends

I bury myself in your shirt

because it got worse

since we can't just be friends

Refrain

::Refrain::

So fleeting is my ease

'cuz everyone I meet

I'll displease.

Still can't help that

I'm anti-you!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A three part song. Confusing? Quite possibly. ca Early 2004

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