Lost

A hopeless teenager on the edge

nothing but a nobody Ketchledge

Has no hope, no future, no love

Drifting from her beliefs about above



Worthless bitch can't even get a job

Nothing but a burned out slob

Won't look beyond her comfort zone

Afraid to walk icy streets after dark alone



She can't decide if the ones who

put her down are right about other things too

Thinks anyone who thinks she's worth a dime

should visit the loony bin and do hard time



Bends over backwards til she breaks

tries to make absolutely no mistakes

Afraid to be alone though she knows she is

Feels crushed; her front is "it's none of your biz"



Fucked up dreams with fucked up things

wakes up choking and her ear rings,

Pissed off like hell at her whole world

Marches under no flag that's unfurled



Still doesn't know where she's headed

Willingly'd leave a bullet embedded

in her fugly fucking skull

Would escape like a gull,



She's out of control, sinking fast

Can swim, but doesn't have the heart to last

Fighting for those she calls a friend

Really wishing for a blade and the end.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written to fill up space in my LJ's user info on my birthday. 1/27/05

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