I never

I wanted Jay-Z and Tony Blair

To be proud of me.

I wanted the people who laughed at

Married With Children to laugh at me.

I wanted the people who fucked with me

To experience the rape with me.

I wanted them to realize

My victory had been inevitable,

When they were finally down on their knees.

I wanted my mom to know I’d raise myself

Once she was cast out of my life.

I wanted my aunt to know

I saved her plenty of times

Before I left her to die.

I wanted them to know

I wouldn’t be so sympathetic

If they were my equals.

And I never wanted them to feel sorry for me;

I just wanted them to wonder

Why I didn’t feel sorry for myself.

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