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The Worst in Me
This cold night
I head to my home
To my trust
You were my vice
Bringing out the worst in me
I can't control these urges, demons, anymore
You have left me needing more
Taunting me with your Dance
So Before I fall down and lie to you
I am leaving you
Just briefly before lover's yearly ritual
Your words you cried
"Please let me stay in life
Please I just don't know how to show
Please I need you so
Please I won't make you wait
Please.....Why do you hate me?"
My words I know
"We bring the worst in us
Every step is showing, but you stand still there
I don't need how I feel with you
It's not about the Body's Song
I never hated you
I hate how I felt alone without you
And alone with you.."
In you I was blind
Near you I was cold
Together, I was my arrogant self
With you, I was alone to fight my demons
The demons aroused from sleep with you
By the grace of Home's Trust
I was strong enough to push forward
Time goes forward
I forget your tears
But I remember your lesson my Pixie
Amaranthine calms my soul
Tells me
I am proud
Nothing arrogant is in me
I breathe with control
I can control them
You called again
My body starts again
The arrogance inside me grows
You see Pixie, this is why I left
Please don't call again
You bring the worst in me
