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You're No Friend, You're A Monster
How could I be so native?
How could I believe?
When the best you for me
In reality is only
The best you want for yourself
So selfish
Grounded
Centered
World Revolves only around you
Got no heart or time for anyone else
When in agony
I let loose
A torrent of tears
A storm of emotions
You sit silent
No expression
Like a robot
You just turn another page
In your precious book
Go on with life
As if all is well and normal
Do you have any idea?
How much I resent this?
How much it makes me burn?
So into you over me
I highly doubt it
You bitch!
It's not so much anymore
A slow burn or a guilty feeling
It's a rage now
Starting to burn outta control
All the times
All these awful, terrible moments
You just could't resist
Putting me down
Sticking your nose in the air
And acting like you were somehow better then me
Superior to me
As if!
I have no more patience
No more use for you
The time of Little Me and Big You is at an end
You're not such a hotshot
A legend in my eyes anymore
I've seen the truth
Pray it's not too late
To bail out and save myself
From the grip of your living nightmare
You're not my friend
You're a monster
The very worse kind
How in God's name did't I see it sooner?
I just don't know
Just glad at last I have
2014 Ramona Thompson
