Roses For Randon

I don't know 

Why I'm still here

Still believing in him

Even after a betrayal of trust

Even after he broke my heart

Cried tears

Like an endless torrant of rain

Swept away by him

To my own private island of heartache and pain

Friends should never have

Tried to become more

Or should they?

 

One kiss

One sweet smile

 And I was hooked

Sadly enough

So was he

On something far stronger

Then puppy love

When life did't pan out perfect

From my arms

To his old but deadly friend, the bottle

He strayed

Is this the end?

The ulimate dealbreaker for us?

 

I guess if I'm being honest

100 percent with all you reading this and with myself

I still want him

Not so great when he's drunk

But good god when that man is sober

He is so charming

Amazing

Sets my heart ablaze

Turns everything inside of me

Upside down and sideways

 

So yeah

I do know why I'm here

I do know

Why I'm writing and posting this

Heart poured out onto these pages

My feelings clear as day

Got more then just a crush

Going on here

Think I could be fallin'

In like at least

 

A dozen red

A hopeful smile

Open arms

Friendship I'll take

If that's all for now

To be offered

I have roses for Randon

What do you all think?

After reading this

Will he have the time and maybe even...

A heart for me?

 

2013 Ramona Thompson  

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