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Lately, I've started to doubt

To backslide on

My ulimate life's decision

Wondering if maybe I was wrong

If I shared too fast, too soon

My true feelings

My love for the ladies

As well as the gentlemen

Seems I'll never be able

To find that special someone

Or that little bit of human compassion and understanding

Always the outsider anyway

Now that I've come out

I feel even more so

More lonley and alone then ever

Shut out and off by everyone

Everything I ever before cared about

Sometimes just wanna

Crawl into a hole and die

Hide away from a world

Who refuses to understand

To accept me as I am

Bisexual and proud

Or am I?

Sometimes I'm not sure

I mean I know what I like

But sometimes the way they look at me

The way they judge me

Really gets to me

Makes me doubt

All I thought I knew

Am I wrong?

Are they right?

Really don't wanna start a fight

But I just have to know

Is or isn't gay the right way?

The right way to live my life tonight?

2011 Ramona Thompson