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I'm Leaving Your Father and That's Just How It Is
I'm so sorry to have to do this at the holidays
More than anything in the world I wish I could spare your feelngs
Lost any love I had for him long ago
Every moment I stay now is just more fresh hell
And that is quite honestly what I am no longer willing to take
Very deeply depressed I have been way too long now
I just can't and won't take it anymore
No, not even if you beg me
God knows I have held on far too long as it is
You don't know what he's really like
Oh son, he has always been your hero and my zero
U are better off not living this lie anymore and so am I
Rather you agree right now or not
Father of the year maybe
A perfect loving husband not so much
That's the sad, twisted truth of the matter
However bad we all may wish to deny it
Every moment we have lived for the last 16 years has been a complete and total lie
Romance and love you saw was only a smokescreen
All my heart on the line I swear to you that I did my very best
Never ever meant to let you down
Doubt never that your mother loves you and always will
The years spent have just taken far too much of a toll
Harsher and harsher he has grown until I simply could not take it anymore
Assure you that in no way are you to blame to for this
This is just how life sometimes works out
Sad but true
Just got to learn to pick up the pieces and move on
U can do it I know
Show the world how tough and bright you really are
This ain't gonna hold you back!
Here's a toast to you my son and your amazing inner strength
Onward do not be afraid to carry on
Whatever from this moment on happens
If he gives you any trouble just let me know and I'll come running
The man may sicken me but he does not scare me
If you need me I am still here for you always around
So don't despair, baby, when mama says....
I'm leaving your father and that's just how it is
2019 Ramona Thompson
