I remember

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added 2004

I remember the first time I saw you,

How my heart skipped a beat,

I was so embarrassed at the payphone,

And what a way to meet,

I remember dressing up to see you,

And you never even knew,

I remember how sick you got,

I just wanted to take care of you,

I remember Halloween night,

I had been ready to go for hours,

I didn't think that you would call,

But you did as I turned on the shower,

I remember when you kissed me,

How the life returned to my being,

How you made me feel so beautiful,

That feeling was so freeing,

I remember each night you'd hold me,

And our morning goodbye kiss,

I remember how you loved me,

I can't forget all of this,

I remember that last night,

As I lied next to you,

How the tears fell slowly,

And somehow you knew,

I remember the airport,

Oh how I cried,

I missed you so damn much,

Like something was ripped from inside,

I remember each day that passed,

All that time without you,

Then you said you loved me,

Yet it was so hard for me to do,

But god I loved you!!

I wanted to scream it out,

Ever ounce of me needed too,

And now I live without.

I remember that February,

I drove out to phoenix,

You took my breath away,

Somehow I didn't believe it,

Every moment with you near,

I felt so whole again,

I could see it in your eyes,

The pure love you had within,

I remember your letters,

And how they made me feel,

Reading them now is soo hard,

I dont know if I will heal

I wanted to cry with the last one,

The ring remains where it was,

I would do anything for you,

But I lost all with your love

I remember being so afraid,

Time would grow to long,

Somehow I would loose you,

But then I wasn't wrong,

I remember all the things before,

The bad things I had known,

I don't know what to do now,

You've left me all alone.

I knew I was pushing you,

I tried to stop I swear,

I miss you so much now,

But I know you don't care,

I deserve the pain I'm feeling,

I deserve the life I made,

I love you so much it's killing me,

When will these memories fade?

I am tired and so lonely,

None other will ever do,

My life without you empty,

I can't stop loving you.



























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