Funny is
funny it is
funny thing it is
that you
can't deal with me obesessive
with my jealous and my fear on that topic
on that part of my brain
when you
your actions
inthe middle of the beginning of us
were what caused my obsession my fear on that to mushroom
to multiply
you hurt me in a way no one else has
& you broke my trust is such a way
that I can't even recognize it
anymore
broke it into such a way that had never been done before
& now (you) wonder why I am like this
[you dare wonder]
&& now you wonder why I am like this
& (I) now wonder, who I even was before you did this