I'm Dying To Know The Truth

You're doing much better now, aren't you?
You have your "new hope" now, don't you?
But tell me, because I want to know,
What lies behind that contented and relieved smile, that you show.

I'm sure that they still haunt you in your dreams,
I'm sure that they still cross your mind, tugging at its seams,
Your heart still tinges a bit with pain,
Whenever the memories start to rain.

But you're a good sport, you know that?
You're so cute and innocent, no one can par up with that.
I'm sure she's taking care of your heart now,
but I'm sure that she's really not what your heart screams right now.

A lot of things remind you of them, isn't that right?
Try as hard as you want to, you can't forget them with all of your might.
I'm sure that you still whisper their names in your sleep,
And when she hears, she just turns, faces the wall and stiffles her weep.

She really loves you, and she knows you still haven't really gotten over them,
You love her just as much, but your heart just won't willingly forget them.
You knew that a part of you died and stayed with them,
Just as a piece of your heart went and unintentionally sticked with them.

And the thing is, you're still friends with them,
Your friendship and bond with them was just too strong to be broken.
And even though that bittersweet relationship with them was now just a "Once upon a time",
You still cherish every moment that you ever spent with them because you know that there's no "rewind".

So tell me, I just want the truth.
Trust me, I didn't mean to be brute.
Just please, I'm dying to know the truth,
And nothing but the real truth...

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By: RaiLiet_lurvs_BL

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For anyone, who can relate to my poem... :)

And for him, whom I wish all the best, the inspiration of this poem...
I hope you somewhat stumble upon this, And realize that it's for you....:)