I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I fell for you, even though I tried my hardest not to



I'm sorry that I just wanted to be with you



I'm sorry that I thought you might've wanted to be with me



I'm sorry I still want to be with you



I'm sorry that now when I smile, its only to mask the pain



I'm sorry I tried to help you, when it seems that all I did was push you away



I'm sorry that I loved just being around you, it seemed that you made my days brighter and my load just a little lighter



I'm sorry that now I am without one of the best friends I ever had



I'm sorry that I still want to fall asleep next to you every night and wake up to you every morning



I'm sorry that the more I try not to think of you, I think of you twice as much



I'm sorry that it hurts my heart to think of you with her



I'm sorry that, for me, you were so damn easy to fall in love with



But I'm mostly sorry that it took me so long to finally say these things to you



I'm sorry that loving you was hard on my heart, but letting you go is going to be so much more painful



I'm sorry that I would take you back in a heartbeat, but this time it feels like you are never coming back



I'm sorry that I fell in love and got kicked right out of it


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm sorry I lost the love of my life

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