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SECRETS
Reach deep inside myself
Pull out all that I love and hate
I believe the truth never comes too late
Put it right in front of me
And for everyone to see
I just need to get away clear my mind
About to spill some secrets of mine
Loud and clear read between the lines
I said to myself a long time ago
I won't let you hurt me anymore
I can't even remember the last high
But the lows are fresh in my mind
Why is it so hard to trust
Why isn't love enough
Secrets have shifted into lies
Destroying me from the inside
I could find myself happiness if I'd only
Learn how to be alone without being lonely
Almost miss the pain I lived with for so long
Anticipation dissipated since you've been gone
I no longer hope for something you'll never give
This changed your heart I have to live with it
Like strings being pulled
I was never in control
Distract myself from this obsession
Your motives put everything in question
Once I have a little distance
I can fight to preserve it
But your no longer concerned despite
My emotions will be tough to fight
This situation is still far from perfect
I'm now in more of a mood to work with it
You get accustomed to doing dirt and sure enough
It'll eventually seep out from under the rug
Courage is easy when choices aren't realistic
Nothing to lose warrents me to be optimistic
Maybe it'll get worse or maybe this is rock bottom
Pick myself up and start considering new options
I've taken my painful responsibilities
To let this out with no more secrets
