Sand pushes between my toes
And makes my steps awkward
Yet to you I must go,
holding my big hat
Against the wind,
which whips my salt-crusted hair
To you I must go,
laughing
You boy
You playful, bare-chested,
sunburnt boy
With the blue trunks
that show your thighs
The cool wind
Flipping your curly hair off your face
And squinting against the white sun
With that devil's smile
Bare feet covered in sand
You shield your eyes
And look at me
Do boys mean to, when they do that?
Suddenly become marble statues, though living?
Too beautiful for words and alluring
More potent than any sculpture or scripture
My true religion is a boy with curly hair,
And there's no art higher
Than a pretty boy
mostly undressed
Barefoot in the sun
To you I must run
To make me crazy, I accuse you
Your beauty for me to consume
Those red bikini girls down the way
Don't look at them!
Only me
I fall on your chest and you catch me
You brush the hair from my face
While the waves lap our ankles
But don't kiss me yet
Let this linger, you hungry boy
Still
I am nervous
There is war far away, terrible war
To take you from me
And put you in harm's way
Yet for now I rest in you
On the noon beach in Florida
Where gulls cry--
More than the number of waves
Do I love you
And that night, after we're done
in the cabana
The sea breeze unfolding the linen curtains
Like glowing moth wings
You'll get up to close the doors
Naked in the moonlight which paints you blue
Backlit by stars and galaxies swirling
And I'll be moved
To confess to you, "I am magic."
And grow a flower in my palm to prove it
To your disbelieving eyes
Huddled together,
In a tent made from the sheets
Draped over our heads
It will be a glowing white lily
Like the spring
Of our pleasure
But unlike us
it shall live
forever