NEVER FEELING

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Suicide

The sun I never see,

I never feel it on my skin,

Never feel the wet rain,

I don’t know why,

Its not exactly like I care,

People I never see now,

It feels as if im lost,

Cant dry tears,

Cant cry blood,

All because I don’t feel,

My heart should beat,

Yet it doesn’t,

My blood should flow,

But nothing comes when im cut,

Never feel a broken bone,

I don’t feel any emotions,

I haven’t felt anything for a while,

Not even something deep inside,

I know this isn’t right,

I know its not normal,

But then again,

Neither am I,

I haven’t been normal for a long time,

Days, months, years,

I forget how long its been,

That day I changed,

The day I never felt again,

The last things I felt,

Cold steel blade,

Ripping through my skin,

Slicing away precious life lines,

Hot blood pouring down,

Oozing like something between liquid and solid,

Flowing away form its destiny,

The day I changed,

Was the day I,

Died inside.

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written april 2006

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