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Depression

i just feel so weak,

i feel totally useless,

if i was strong,

i wouldnt want the blade,

i wouldnt need to release 'IT' ,

let 'IT' roam me,

completely take control,

but i dont know when its enough,

i dont think i could control 'IT' ,

why do i want to bleed when i hurt?

why do i have to hurt?

if only i couldnt feel pain,

my life would be easier,

i need to let it all go,

i cant cut it out,

not any more,

i just feel like i have to,

it feels too strong for tears,

it feels like it needs my knife,

but you wont let me,

it hurts,

I HURT!

i know you care and love me,

thats whats stoipping me,

but only just,

because i care and love you!

i dont want to hurt you,

but im sorry if i do or have!

please never forget: I LOVE YOU!!!1

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