SUCKING

Folder: 
Depression

I feel like all of you are using me,

Sucking away my life and my soul,

I hate this feeling, it's nasty,

But I can't help thinking if it's true.



Giving out free advice to everyone,

Never telling a secret or a problem,

What about my problems, don't I count?!

Being drained of my life, like a sponge.



Telling you what to do, how to act,

Never getting anything back, just giving,

My life dedicated to you and your problems,

Demanding me more and more, what about me?!



Day after day, the same problems, over and again,

Take, take, take and drain me of my emotions,

Drain me of my advice, love, life and soul,

Absorbing everything like its gold, back for more.



I'd do anything to get a little back, but nothing,

I'm not appreciated, i'm just a public convenience,

There at your disposal, always ready, for you,

Losing sleep over you and your problems, pathetic.



What would you do if I suddenly disappeared?

Latch onto someone else, you're a leech,

A sucker and a drainer, to fuel your emotions and energy,

Helplessly lost in a sea of problems, great!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this because, it reflects how i'm feeling at the time, I still feel like this but I had to get it down on paper, so here it is, and I have been feeling like this for the last few days, I guess it could be blamed for the way I have been feeling for a long time, I don't know, all I know is that I don't like it! the feeling that is.

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