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Inside my head,

are so many thoughts,

of things you said,

and times we’ve fought.

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These thoughts haunt me.

They never go away,

and I know you don’t care or see,

but maybe you will someday.

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I’ll never amount to anything.

Everything I do is wrong.

To you depression is all I bring.

I made you weak when you were strong.

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These are things you said to me,

and now are stuck inside my head.

Without love my heart is empty,

as I cry inside my bed.

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Every time I think a happy thought,

I twist it all around.

Your care and love I once sought,

and realized it cannot be found.

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But one thing that I did realize,

is that it’s really not my fault.

I can dry the teardrops from my eyes,

and bring these bad thoughts to a halt.

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I’m changing what’s inside my head,

slowly thinking of what I could be.

Forgetting all the things you said,

and becoming what you’ll never be....



.....Happy



~*~ Jill ~*~