Girl

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She says she wants to be closer

Yet I get scared and move away

She wants me to speak my mind

but I have nothing to say.

The best of words are said between the sheets

when the sweat has reached the engine

in the spot our bodies meet.

Shivering slowly,

a sexual calm

curing hunger, feeling wrong.

She says she wants me

not needs me

that would be too vulnerable

of words for her petite mouth

She touches me and I feel

weak

Finding reason to want

to speak

but then a sharp pinch

will cause me to flinch

send me back to reality

and cold shivers enter my

my energy

Causing hurtful gut responses

Sapphire dreams and

hopeful wishes

She grabs my hand

forbidden caresses

my skin

Loins eternally burning

as hot breath becomes my speech

All there is to feel

will enter my bloodstream

and fill me with tremors

Gasping again, I feel safe

Gripping the mattress out of pleasure and pain

Euphoric visions passing

over me

She says "stay still, now move slow"

and at that moment,

she has to go.

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