What did I do wrong

What did I do wrong

What did I do to be verbally abused

I cant feel anymore

My death and love is numb

The more I think the more dead I get

I want to die past the beginning of time

What the fuck did I do wrong to want to be loved

Why does everyone hurt me in ways  i cant be touched

Can you feel the ways I cannot cry anymore

My wept sorrow is not only dead but no longer existant

I want to slit my then curl up and die in my weakened sorrow

and maybe in my lack of wanting to be apart of existance

The ones who hurt me use what I love against me

How much longer till I have no more blood to bleed?

I cant keep crying my self to sleep

Why not make everything alright, i pray my soul to keep

What did I do wrong...

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