AND STILL I LOVE YOU

YEA WE STILL TOGETHER SUPPOSEDLY KEEPIN IT REAL

PEEPS DAT KNOW OUR SITUATION BE LIKE DAMN SHE KICKIN IT WIT HER STILL

WHISPERS BEHIND MY BACK SHE CRAZY COULDNT BE ME

HOW SHE GONE PUT UP WITH THAT FUCK IT ID LEAVE

YOU WALK AROUND THINKIN EVERYTHING ALL SMOOTH

SAYING I GOT A GOOD GIRL SHE FOLLOWS ALL THE RULES

WASHES MY CLOTHES COOKS MY MEALS

IN THE BEDROOM SHE EVEN MAKES ME SQUEAL

YEA NO DOUBT SHE WANTS JUST ME

I KICKED IT WIT OTHER CHICKS BUT SHE'LL NEVER LEAVE

PROMISED TO BE THERE ALWAYS FOR ME

WHEN ID CRY SHE'D COMFORT ME

I KNOW I HURT HER EVEN THREATENED TO LET HER BE

BUT ITS ALL GOOD CAUSE SHE'S STUCK BY ME



ALL THE WHILE MY HEART BLEEDS

I SMILE TO THE WORLD THIS FAKE AUDIENCE OF MINE

GIRL KICK DEM TEARS JUST GIVE IT TIME

TIME TO WHAT THINK ABOUT HOW I GOT DISRESPECTED

NO MATTER HOW HARD I CRIED OR OBJECTED

WHEN I MAKE COMMENTS AND SIDEWAY JOKES

YOU GET MAD OFFENDED AND I GET CHOKED

WHEN MY TEARS POUR YOU ACT LIKE IT WAS YOU WHO JUST GOT YOKED

YOU CRY TO YOURSELF AND DIAL UP A FRIEND

THEY LIKE DAMN GIRL YA'LL AT IT AGAIN

IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN IT I SOME HOW THINK YOUR TRUE

YOU TRY TO COMFORT ME AS I TRY TO COMFORT YOU

BUT THE CONSOLEMENT IS TEMPORARY INSIDE I STILL FEEL BLUE

YOU STILL MY WIFEY RIGHT YOU STILL MY BOO

CANT BARE TO BE WITHOUT YOU SO I SAY ITS TRUE

I LAY IN BED AFTER KISSING YOUR FACE

YOU SNORE SOUND ASLEEP AS MY EMOTIONS ROLE PLAY

I CRY TO MY SELF ROCKING MYSELF TO SLEEP

AS THE SAME ARMS THAT CHOKED ME ENCIRCLED ME

IF I WASN'T CRYIN BEFORE THE TEARS CAME THEN

HOW COULD THE ONE I LOVE PLACE SO MUCH HURT AND FEAR WITHIN

I LAYED DAZED TRYIN TO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES

THE NIGHT I CRIED

AND YOU SANG LULLABYES

THE NIGHT WE STAYED AWAKE

EATING CHOCOALATE CAKE

SO I CALL A FRIEND

SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME ON THE OTHER END

I WATCH YOU SLEEP TOSS AND TURN

WATCH AS YOUR HANDS ROAMED THE BED SEARCHING FOR ME

YOU WHIMPERED A LIL TO ME IT SEEMED

IN MY HEAD I WONDER WHY IS SHE REACHING FOR ME

OR IS IT FOR SOME OTHER CHICK THAT SHE FIENDS

I THINK OF THE MANY CONVERSATIONS WE HAD

AND HOW WE WENT OVER AND OVER ALL OF THE BAD

HOW I HAD TO LISTEN TO HOW HARD IT IS FOR YOU TO BE TRUE

AND THE THINGS YOU DID WITH YOU KNOW WHO

HOW HARD IT IS CAUSE I LIVE SO FAR

NOW IM LEFT WITH EMOTIONAL SCARS

JUST WHEN I THINK IM OVER IT ALL

JUST TO HEAR HER NAME MAKES MY EMOTIONAL WALLS FALL

HOW COULD A GIRL AS INNOCENT AS IT SEEMED

CAUSE MY WORLD TO CRASH AND CORREIN OUT OF CONTROL

DOWN DOWN DOWN IT GOES

UP IN A BLAZE

MY MIND STILL IN DAZE

LOOKIN THROUGH THIS HAZE I STILL SEE YOU

AND FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE I STILL CALL YOU MY BOO

BUT I CANT HELP IT BECAUSE

AND STILL I LOVE YOU


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