These days

2004 poems

These days I just mostly lay around the place, just thinking of what to say to you everyday.
These days I wonder if we are going to stay together.
I have a lot on my mind these days
I don't know if my heart is right with God.
I tell myself that it is,
But only God knows the real truth about this.
Most days I cry over you
Only you know my heart and soul.
These days I try so hard for you to like me;
That I am getting to the point to where I don't even like myself anymore.
These days I feel like praying
And there are other days
Where I say I think that I will forget about praying for one night in my life.
It's just that I have a lot going on for me these days and I don't want to ruin it by saying something weird about you. So before I do I am going to let you going OK God. Before I do go; I want to stop and say to you
That I love you
And I am not afraid to hide it from anyone in the world.

(c)Cherisse Powers


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