Spinning Wheels
I find myself
all of every day
thinking and dreaming of only you
wondering if this love can really be this true,
but now I find my wheels spinning in disarray
You tell me you can't help it
that you love to go out and play
that you adore all the attention,
and here I sit with all this dissension
wondering if I should get on my knees and pray
You tell me all the time
not to worry
that you always come running back home
but sometimes I'm wondering
it doesn't seem like your in such a hurry,
as I sit and wait for you all alone
You came into my life with a thundering blast
so furious!
so fast!
busting down my surrounding walls
jumping in and capturing such a big piece of my heart,
and then you tell me
this is too early of a start
Mixed feelings
mixed love,
what were you thinking of?
how can you tell me you love me
but still need space?
what am I supposed to do,
slow down my pace?
You say
lets just enjoy what we have today
and not worry about what tomorrow will bring,
but to you my love I say,
this tune I hear don't sing
What about all the little things you keep saying to me?
you wish it were 2 or 3 years from now!
you need me right now!
but I say why,
how?
Do you really need me
or just the things I say?
what happens when someone else says the same?
do you still go out and play
and then find yourself back home
with no blame?
I don't know what happened my love
maybe I shouldn't have opened my heart?
I sit here wondering
just what I was thinking of
as I swore I wouldn't take any more chances of tearing it apart
With darkness completely surrounding me
I know what I have to do,
it makes me so sad
so sick inside
such a feeling so bad,
the tears all of a sudden start flowing
the pain inside mounts
continually growing
No more wondering
only knowing
that I have to let you go
so you can feel free,
wings spread
your freedom flying completely,
you have no idea how hard it is to let you go
but you and I both know
you have to have time again to grow
Thank you my love
for all you have gave,
in my heart
all your love I will forever save,
I can finally say the one thing I already knew was true
I do
and always will,
love You.
© BRIAN GLENN