"Spinning Wheels"

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Love's Stage

Spinning Wheels



I find myself

all of every day

thinking and dreaming of only you

wondering if this love can really be this true,

but now I find my wheels spinning in disarray



You tell me you can't help it

that you love to go out and play

that you adore all the attention,

and here I sit with all this dissension

wondering if I should get on my knees and pray



You tell me all the time

not to worry

that you always come running back home

but sometimes I'm wondering

it doesn't seem like your in such a hurry,

as I sit and wait for you all alone



You came into my life with a thundering blast

so furious!

so fast!

busting down my surrounding walls

jumping in and capturing such a big piece of my heart,

and then you tell me

this is too early of a start



Mixed feelings

mixed love,

what were you thinking of?

how can you tell me you love me

but still need space?

what am I supposed to do,

slow down my pace?



You say

lets just enjoy what we have today

and not worry about what tomorrow will bring,

but to you my love I say,

this tune I hear don't sing



What about all the little things you keep saying to me?

you wish it were 2 or 3 years from now!

you need me right now!

but I say why,

how?



Do you really need me

or just the things I say?

what happens when someone else says the same?

do you still go out and play

and then find yourself back home

with no blame?



I don't know what happened my love

maybe I shouldn't have opened my heart?

I sit here wondering

just what I was thinking of

as I swore I wouldn't take any more chances of tearing it apart



With darkness completely surrounding me

I know what I have to do,

it makes me so sad

so sick inside

such a feeling so bad,

the tears all of a sudden start flowing

the pain inside mounts

continually growing



No more wondering

only knowing

that I have to let you go

so you can feel free,

wings spread

your freedom flying completely,

you have no idea how hard it is to let you go

but you and I both know

you have to have time again to grow



Thank you my love

for all you have gave,

in my heart

all your love I will forever save,

I can finally say the one thing I already knew was true

I do

and always will,

love You.



© BRIAN GLENN

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