2002 Poetry

i am now confuse; often irritable and callous

all of a sudden i’m too anxious

then after a while back to my blues

disheveled illusions conquer me through

quick to react even to petty cues

one day i realized my system explodes

suddenly i begun keeping things up close

sensitive to everything that has no cause

how i wish for my partner to understand

that these symptoms are getting at hand

no pills can cure my disturbing transitions

for this i’m sure every woman can follow

that at forty this excruciating thing follows

written 10/18/2002

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