Gone

 

now that you're really gone.

now i realize it all.

 

i know that i was wrong.

and i know now what i should have done.

 

and now that i see them all.

all the things that i did wrong.

 

but trust me when i say.

it's all that i regret today.

 

and i know that it's to late.

but it's only myself i hate.

 

and i could sit here all day.

just writing it all away.

 

but what would it help?

when i can only blame myself.

 

even tho it hurts today.

i hope it goes away someday.

 

I’m tired of these silly games.

i only hope I’ll win someday.

 

till then i remember.

what happened that December.

 

and even tho i wish you the best.

you make my life feel like a test.

 

i don’t know what i should do.

you know i would leave it all for you.

 

I’m tired of all this second-guessing.

your company is all I’m missing.

 

i still remember how we used to be.

back then it all felt so free.

 

now all i want to see.

is you truly smile again.

 

i know that we have fought.

and i don’t know what i thought

 

but after all the pain and suffering.

your smile is still the only thing that stuns me.

 

i have cried an ocean of tears.

and filled my heart with fears.

 

i don’t understand your insecurity.

its like cant see your own beauty.

 

and your cuts.

fill my thoughts.

 

i know you say you have seen me like this before.

and i hate fighting with you cause its such a bore.

 

i know that you hate me when we argue.

but i don't know how I’d be without you.

 

But you know that I will never give it up.

Because you’re the one I love.

 

You say you don’t need me.

and that I should leave you be.

 

But I see trough your words.

So I stay here.

 

I wish I could let go.

But I don’t think our love is gone. 

 

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